Running through the third trimester

Week 28 (9/18/20)

  • 26 miles | 6 days of running | 1 day off | 2 lift days | 3 Peloton Rides

  • 6 miles longest run

Week 29 (9/25/20)

  • 22 miles | 6 days of running | 1 day off | 2 lift days | 2 Peloton rides

  • 5 miles longest run

  • weight = 156 pounds (22 pounds over)

Week 30 (10/02/20)

  • 15 miles | 4 days running | 3 days off | 1 Peloton ride | 2 lift days

  • 4.7M longest run

  • SMOKY

  • Vanessa!

Week 31 (10/09/20)

  • 18 miles | 5 days running | 2 days off | 1 lift day | 2 bike rides

  • weight = 157 pounds (23 pounds over)

  • Jenna!

Week 32 (10/16/20)

  • 6.5 miles | 4 days off | 3 days walk/running | 2 lift sessions | 2 Peloton bike rides

  • OB Visit

  • weight = 157.5 (23.5 pounds over)

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Week 35 (11/06/20)

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Week 37 (11/20/20)

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Running through the second trimester

It’s hard to believe that another 14 weeks have passed in this pregnancy journey! And that we’re still in the middle of a raging pandemic. And that there’s basically no end in sight. Unlike covid, however, this pregnancy does have an end date, and I’m quickly approaching it! Just over two-thirds of the way through, during the second trimester, I’ve averaged around 30 miles a week. This number includes dramatically reduced mileage during a 3-week national parks road trip, where I was hiking more miles a day than I was running within the week! Other fun stats? During each run, I’ve stopped on average 4 times to go pee. Only one minor injury popped up around Week 20, immediately after I completed the Wharf to Wharf Virtual 6-mile race in 6:09 average. Some pressure on the pubic bone popped up, so I decided to take five days off after that to just nip it in the bud. That seemed to do the trick and it hasn’t returned 8 weeks later so far! The longest run I completed was 11.7 miles, with most longest runs hovering around 7-8 miles.

Things didn’t start to feel much more difficult from a running perspective until around 24 to 26 weeks, which was when the belly started to grow outward and when my heart rate seemed higher for easy runs. Our 3-week National Parks road trip was unintentionally during this time, which was great because the focus shifted from running to hiking. I was hitting on average 25,000 to 30,000 steps a day just from hiking, walking around the camp ground and dramatically reduce running mileage (~ 5-10 miles a week).

For me, the focus during the second trimester shifted from hitting mileage targets or doing workouts to just running on feel and making the most of precious time with friends who are leaving the bay (Hannah and Victoria). While running has gotten a bit more uncomfortable, I’ve still been able to maintain my lifting routine! Additionally, my weight at 28 weeks is 20 pounds over my pre-pregnancy weight, although I do feel like most of that weight is coming from my now bulging belly. So far, I haven’t gained weight much anywhere else besides my boobs and maybe my thighs. It will be interesting to see how I feel over the next 12 weeks as the baby continues to grow.

Pregnancy so far has been a great way for you to practice truly listening to your body. As an athlete, I’ve always prided myself on knowing when to be overly cautious and to take some days off if a niggle pops up here or there. Now, as a pregnant athlete, those lessons learned have helped me stay balanced and appreciative of the pain-free miles I’ve been able to log. Of course my mileage is drastically reduced. It’s freaking uncomfortable to run now, but not painful! I’m averaging one-fourth the weekly mileage of what I used to and am grateful for every single one of those miles. Lifting and cycling on the Peloton keep me feeling energized, in a much more comfortable position too! It’s also been great to not have to focus on mileage targets or nutrition for performance goals. Suddenly running 3 miles is a huge accomplishment, which so dramatically different compared to just 7 months ago, leading into the Olympic Trials, when running 24 miles was what was celebrated. I’m taking everything in stride and am perfectly content with the expectation adjustment…and the extra cookie here or there. :-)

Below I’ve outlined what each week looked like and how I felt. This will hopefully be useful to me as I look back on my pregnancy, especially if friends ever ask how I was feeling at different points in time.

Week 13 (6/5/20)

  • 30 miles | 1 day off | 3 lift days

  • 6.5M longest run

  • 2 days in Pacific Palisades

This was a planned down week after running 50-60 miles pretty consistently in the first trimester. I do remember that I vomited on the side of the road in the middle of a run this week, so that was fun! Then we decided last minute to drive down to LA to spend time with Peter’s family and my sister. Other than the vomit episode, the rest of this week felt pretty good.

Week 14 (6/12/20)

  • 38 miles | 1 day off | 2 lift days

  • 10 mile longest run

  • 7 days in Pacific Palisades

I spent the whole week in LA, so without my trusty training partner in Hannah, I had little motivation to get out the door for more than 5-7 miles on my own. I did, however, get in a fabulous 10 miler with Gene at the Santa Monica boardwalk at a pretty good pace. This might have been my last “long run” where I felt good this trimester.

Week 15 (6/19/20)

  • 52 miles | 0 days off | 2 lift days

  • 11.7 mile longest run

  • 1 mini workout with 8-10 x 20-40s pickups with Hannah

  • 2 days in Pacific Palisades

Back at home in Mountain View, I was able to get in some solid mileage again, even a day with about 8-10 20s pickups and a “long run” with Marissa! All things considered, this almost felt like any other normal week. The only thing really slowing me down at this point is my own desire to hold back and to take things easy. For instance, in the middle of the run with Marissa, I slowed down the pace for 2 miles while she added on. My body has been changing slightly, with some additional bloat and weight gain in my belly and potentially thighs.

Week 16 (6/26/20)

  • 51 miles | 0 days off | 2 lift days

  • 10 mile longest run

  • 8M with grass fartlek with Tom of 4x (2:45, 2:15 off, 60s fast, 90s off)

  • 4 days in Oregon with Jenna!

  • Weight = 143 pounds (9 pounds over)

Just when I would think - I’m going to start to feeling like crap this week - I go ahead and surprise myself. I crushed a workout on the grass fields at Stanford with Tom. Somehow, I feel better running a quicker pace than I do running slow and easy. Go figure. The latter half of the week was spent in Oregon with Jenna (!!) who was gracious enough to meet halfway to spend time together and to hand over some much needed baby gear! Most runs include at least 2 pee breaks.

Week 17 (7/3/20)

  • 30 miles | 2 days off | 2 lift days

  • 7 mile longest run

  • Weight = 143 pounds (9 pounds over)

After returning from Oregon, my right knee flared up a tad, with a little bit of swelling on the front below the kneecap. I got a massage and took two days off, and that was enough to help the eradicate the inflammation and the pain. I kept the runs all under 7 miles, mostly because I didn’t have much motivation to go longer than that. Most runs at this point feature at least 2-4 pee breaks.

Week 18 (7/10/20)

  • 45 miles | 0 days off | 2 lift days

  • 8 miles with 14 x 200m with Sergiy during his workout

  • 11 mile longest run

  • Weight = 145 (11 pounds over)

This week I felt strong enough to hop in a workout with Sergiy to help him en route to his 400 meter repeats. I was able to hold 34 - 38s for each rep, mostly because of a leisurely walk rest in between. Just like a few weeks ago, I felt better running fast than I did on my easier runs and surprised myself at the speed I was able to maintain despite being 18 weeks pregnant. It’s crazy to be carrying an extra 11-12 pounds, while creating a human life, and still be able to run pretty darn fast!

Week 19 (7/17/20)

  • 42 miles | 0 days off | 2 lift days

  • 10 mile longest run

  • 8M with 200m repeats @ 37-33s and 4 x 20s hill sprints with Jay

  • Weight = 147 (13 pounds over)

This week, I hopped in for a few 200s and hill sprints with Jay just for fun and felt great. So far, nothing has gotten too uncomfortable (besides the pressure on my bladder from the baby), and is such that I can basically maintain all of my normal activities with ease. Most of my easy runs were spent with Endy this week as Hannah was out of town. I got together with some of the guys (Tom, Imran and Max) for a run at baylands, and I’m grateful to get these runs in before I get too slow for all of them!

Week 20 (7/24/20)

  • 14 miles | 5 days off | 2 lift days

  • Wharf to Wharf Virtual 6M race in 6:08 average pace (616, 600, 606, 615, 610, 608) with Hannah

  • 2 days in Tahoe

Woof. Considering that I hadn’t been doing many workouts the last 6 weeks, I was completely blown out of the water by my Wharf to Wharf performance. With Hannah alongside as my trusty racing buddy, I created a route that traversed through Intuit, the bay trail and then the Shoreline Service road loop. My goal was to run 630 pace and then get faster from there (maybe dropping to 620) so that I could secure a top 100 spot to win the coveted long sleeve that W2W gives out. Welp, that plan was thrown out the window after I checked my first mile split, which was sub-620! I figured I could maintain that and was even able to drop to 600 pace, albeit unintentionally. While this was tons of fun, as soon as I finished the effort, I paid for it by having some massive pressure on my pubic bone. After hearing stories from other pregnant runner friends who dealt with the same thing, I decided to take time off to just let it calm down. I didn’t want to ever have trouble walking, so I took 5 days off and saw the chiropractor to get some treatment. I spent the next 10 days in Tahoe with Marissa and Hannah, which was great!

Week 21 (7/31/20)

  • 30 miles | 1 day off | 2 lift days

  • 8 miles longest run

  • 7 days in Tahoe

Coming off the 5 days off to let my pubic bone recover, this week I kept the mileage low to make sure it didn’t flare up again. This was great as I was in Tahoe and had tons of time to hike, bike or kayak instead of running. I’m finally starting to obviously show, which is making running a bit more difficult, especially when you combine altitude into that equation. Running this week felt exceptionally hard because of the 6000 feet of elevation and the increased changes in my body. This was the first week where I started to feel the baby move!!

Week 22 (8/7/20)

  • 39 miles | 0 days off | 4 lift days

  • 8 miles longest run

  • Weight = 148 (14 pounds over)

At this point in the pregnancy, I decided to stop doing workouts besides mini pickups. Really, I feel like there’s no real point and I feel like my form and balance are so off kilter that I could get injured just from that. I had the super-duper anatomy ultrasound this week to ensure the baby is developing according to plan, and everything looked good.

Week 23 (8/14/20)

  • 21 miles | 3 days off | 2 lift days

  • 7 miles longest run

  • 2 days in Yosemite, 3 days of hiking

  • Weight = 151 pounds (17 over)

With the focus this week a trip to Yosemite, I only ran 4 days and I certainly wasn’t complaining. Hiking is definitely more comfortable than running at this point and I didn’t want to wake up at a campsite, trying to get in a run before going to Yosemite for hiking. After months of having cancelled camping reservations at Yosemite due to Covid, it was such a relief to finally be able to set foot in the park, especially with the reduced traffic! Still feeling pretty damn good in this second trimester at this point.

Week 24 (8/21/20)

  • 24 miles | 3 days off | 2 lift days | SMOKE

  • 5 miles with 8 x 20s hill repeats with lepley

  • 2 days driving to Yellowstone National Park

Aaaaand fire season in the west is here. Little did we know that this week would kick off a record 30-day streak of Spare the Air alerts in the Bay area due to a lightning storm that triggered several fires across the state. Because of poor air quality, I didn’t get in the number of runs I was hoping to before we left on our trip on Saturday. The saddest part was that as we drove 500 miles east, the smoke followed us the entire time due to the winds. So not only was California affected, but also all the poor states east of us. We spent the weekend driving through Nevada and Idaho before finally making it to Yellowstone on Sunday night. Sitting in the car with the seat belt around my waist started getting uncomfortable during this time.

Week 25 (8/28/20) National Parks Road Trip

  • 17 miles | 3 days off | 0 lift days

  • 5 days hiking 4+ hours

  • Yellowstone, Teton, Rocky Mountain National Parks

Week 26 (9/4/20) National Parks Road Trip

  • 11 miles | 4 days off | 0 lift days

  • 6 days hiking 4+ hours

  • Great Sand Dunes, Black Canyon of Gunnison, Arches, Canyonlands and Capitol Reef National Parks

This week my belly really began to pop! A baby bump finally started to appear and strangers knew that I was a pregnant lady. I didn’t track my weight during this time because I was on the road camping so access to a scale was limited, ha! Running wasn’t the priority, so I continued to enjoy exploring all of the national parks and hiking through Colorado and Utah!

Week 27 (9/11/20) National Parks Road Trip

  • 5 miles | 6 days off | 0 lift days

  • 4 days hiking 4+ hours

  • Bryce Canyon, Zion and Great Basin National Parks

With the last leg of our trip through Utah and Nevada, I was ready beginning to be ready to head home. With one minor hiccup - the smoke got really bad in the bay. We returned to Mountain View on Friday, and the AQI was 190+. It stayed bad through the following Tuesday, making for a pretty rough transition to being home since we had been outdoors basically 24/7 and now were stuck to being indoors 24/7. I was able to run in Nevada before we make the final drive back through Tahoe and I felt surprisingly good. That was my only run for the week, considering it definitely wasn’t safe to be outside.

Running through the first trimester

Um….I’m pregnant! It’s fun to finally talk about this - because it was (mostly) kept secret for at least 10 weeks. While we did tell our immediate family basically as soon as we found out - let’s be real, in this covid pandemic, people need some good news - we didn’t tell many others until we had our first doctor’s appointment, which wasn’t until 11 weeks.

Mostly I want to document this journey for my own record keeping, but also for the handful of women who might stumble upon this blog when they have their own questions about running through pregnancy. I have no idea what the heck I’m doing, but with guidance from my doctor, along with a logical brain, I’m confident that I can navigate these waters.

Peter and I knew going into the Trials that afterwards we’d like to try to start a family. So that we did! We found out in early April that we were pregnant and, a few weeks later, through a teledoc appointment with our RN, found out the due date was roughly 12/12/20.

If you had asked me at 6 weeks how I was feeling, I would have told you that I felt mostly the same. Besides a few cramps, morning sickness hadn’t settled in yet, and I was still running pretty quick times in workouts. However, by week 7, things went down hill rather quickly, and full on pregnancy symptoms hit me hard. Nausea, fatigue and vomiting were all part of my life for weeks 7 - 12, but came and went in spurts. I’d typically be wiped of all energy by 3PM! Running was the only thing that made me feel the best.

What’s pregnancy like during a COVID pandemic, you might ask? The main difference is that our first appointment to “confirm” the pregnancy was via video and that Peter cannot come to any of my appointments. So, when we heard the baby’s heartbeat for the first time, Peter was watching the ultrasound from a FaceTime video. Of course, my social interactions have been drastically reduced so I do miss the fulfillment that comes with being able to see my friends freely. Additionally, we can’t easily see my parents and there is a very real chance that we do not see them at any point during the pregnancy. Other than that, nothing else is much different!

Below, I outlined what I was still able to accomplish from a running and lifting perspective throughout this first trimester. I’ve prioritized lifting still so that I can stay strong and maintain some flexibility / mobility as I prepare for labor and delivery in 6 months.

Week 5 (4/10/20)

  • 72 miles | 3x Lift sessions | 0 off days

  • 11M with 10x 2 min fartlek

  • 11M with 5M tempo alternating 623/602/624/556/618

  • 15M hilly LR

  • Weight: 133

This week felt just like any other normal week. At this point, the only symptoms I experienced were minor cramping and sleeplessness.

Week 6 (4/17/20)

  • 61 miles | 3x lift sessions | 0 days off

  • 11.5M with 3x1KM @ 324-328 with 75s rest, 3M tempo ~603 average, 1Km in 327, 600m in 2:06

  • 14M with last 5min of every 20min @ 600-610 pace

  • Weight: 134

Week 6 symptoms included increased hunger, which prompted me to be more diligent about eating something before every single run. I also started to feel really tired, and began taking naps on the weekends.

Week 7 (4/24/20)

  • 55 miles | 2x lift sessions | 1 day off

  • 10M with 8 x 800m @ (250-253, 30s rest, 240-43, 90s rest)

  • easy 90 min long run

  • Weight: 138

Week 7 was definitely the worst. I vomited twice this week, once in the morning before a run, and once at night while I cleaned my cat’s vomit (which became a trigger for me throughout the first trimester). Additionally, I gained ~ 4-5 pounds of bloat and nausea hit me hard. Cooked vegetables, once a daily staple in my diet, now were off limits and I struggled to find ways to keep vegetables on the plate. I found myself eating simple meals fit for a toddler, not a 34-year old woman. My main meals this week: sweet potato fries, a few slices of carrots or broccoli, and two eggs or a smoothie with greek yogurt, mango, pineapple, banana and peaches.

Week 8 (5/1/20)

  • 55 miles | 2x lift sessions | 1 day off

  • 10M with 14x200m in 34-37 with 60s standing rest

  • easy 1:42 long run for 13.1M total

  • Weight: 139

Week 8 was an improvement from last week by a landslide. Changes to my schedule for this week included daily hourlong naps and reduced weekly running mileage. For the remainder of the pregnancy, I decided to place some caps on my training - no runs over 13 miles in distance, no more than 1 hard running effort a week and no weekly mileage over 55 miles. Of course, I will continue to adapt based on my how my body feels as I continue to gain weight. Additionally, I figured out a mini meal schedule that kept me feeling mostly fueled, although I noticed that more often than not my stomach would growl throughout the day. Easy runs slowed considerably this week, and anything under 8:00 pace was a rare sight these days. Other than throwing up in the middle of my long run after running past a gross smell, this week I felt best while running.

While most non-athletes gain on average 2.5-5 pounds in the first trimester, I’ve already gained 5 pounds and I’m just at 8 weeks. My runner mommy friends said that they gained ~10-15 pounds in the first trimester. Perhaps it is my body’s way of getting me to my non-athlete weight?

Week 9 (5/8/20)

  • 55 Miles | 1 day off | 2x lift sessions

  • 11M with 2 x (1600m-1200m-800m-400m) with 2:30-3:00 rest between. Paces were 604/422/247/78/600/424/238/73

  • 12M long run with 33 min easy, 30 minutes at 650-625, ~25 min easy

  • Weight: 139

Week 9 continued to be a drastic improvement! While the nausea seemed to be on a gradual decline in regularity, the mid-afternoon exhaustion remained. All things considered, physically I felt mostly like myself through daily life activities. Two new activities that very much wipe me out are walking or hiking up very steep hills and running sustained efforts faster than 630 pace without any stops. Surprisingly, if you asked me to run 200m or 400m intervals on the track, I’d much rather do that instead of a continuous 4 mile tempo. I guess it only took pregnancy for me to find my inner mid-distance runner! I’ve also developed a super-nose. This might sound like a great power to have. Don’t be fooled; it’s most definitely not. If Peter cooks any type of meat, I’m out of the house in an instant, trying my damnedest not to vomit en route.

The highlight of this week was getting away to Pinnacles National Park for a night of camping. For 24 hours, the pandemic seemed faraway, in another world, and all the pain and uncertainty was forgotten. We slept under the stars and, in the morning, hiked up to see California condors scour the Pinnacles for carcasses to eat. Not gonna lie though, it was really tough to hike up a steep mountain trail, and I’m only 9 weeks pregnant.

Week 10 (5/15/20)

  • 51 Miles | 1 day off | 2 lift Days

  • 12x400m @ 83, 78, 73 with 60s, 90s and 120s rest

  • 11 mile long run

  • Weight: 140

The best news this week was that this lifelong vegetarian was finally able to eat raw vegetables and salad again! I was so happy to move past the pretty bland diet, that was remarkably similar to my pre-marathon meals, with rice, avocado and crackers features as my mains. Beyond feeling tired and taking naps daily, it certainly feels like I am moving past the worst of the nausea!

On the subject of running, I’ve had several family members and friends question why I am even running 50 miles a week. You, the reader, probably are questioning it too. Heck, even I’ve asked myself similar questions. Is it safe for me to run right now? By running, am I jeopardizing the healthy of myself or the baby? Even if it’s okay, won’t giving birth just completely reset my fitness anyways? …So what’s the point?

As fellow Olympic Trials qualifier Teal Burrell writes, running through an uncomplicated pregnancy is beneficial to the mother and not harmful to the baby. Rest assured, my doctor also advised that since I’ve been running at an elite level for 20+ years, I should continue training, albeit at a reduced level of intensity and with the condition of always listening to my body. And that’s exactly what I’ve been doing. I reduced my weekly mileage by at least 30% and anticipate that percentage to only continue to drop as my body grows. I’ve cut out long runs entirely, and placed a cap at 90 minutes for my longest run. If I feel like crap, I cut the run short. As I gain weight, I’m sure there will be more walking than running. And I’m okay with that and prepared to make further reductions.

Week 11 (5/22/20)

  • 50 Miles | 1 day off | 2 lift days | 1 Yoga Session

  • 4 x 1600m @ 543, 540, 541, 538 with 3:00 jog or walk rest

  • 11M long run at 750 pace

Feeling good continued to be the trend this week, as most common first trimester symptoms seemed to be on their way out. I’ve returned to eating my normal diet, full of veggies, fruits and grains. So far, I haven’t experienced any pregnancy cravings and, instead, have found joy in eating as I regularly do.

Prior to this week, I admittedly did not feel that excited about pregnancy, just because it didn’t feel very real yet. Is there really a baby in there? I don’t see one! I hadn’t gotten a blood test absolutely confirming the pregnancy. I hadn’t seen a doctor in person. I obviously couldn’t see or feel the baby in my belly. But, our first ultrasound on Wednesday completely changed all of that. I was absolutely mesmerized by the ultrasound video, showcasing this teeny tiny human with a powerful heart just beating away. Seeing all of this on the screen suddenly made it all VERY real and I was immensely grateful to be able to get pregnant and to have made it this far.

Week 12 (5/29/20)

  • 50 Miles | 1 day off | 3 lift sessions | 1 yoga sessions

  • 9M with workout of 6x2 min on / 1 min off and 5 x 1 min on/off

  • 9M with 3 mile tempo in 622, 620, 613 with Victoria

  • 9.6M longest run

Woohoo! It’s officially the last week of the first trimester! I’ve been feeling pretty normal at this point, but also can tell that my body is beginning to change, which has made running longer a bit tougher. Not impossible, but I can tell that I’d be much more comfortable running a pace that’s about 30 seconds slower per mile than what I actually end up running. Because of the pandemic, my runs with Hannah, Marissa or Victoria really keep me feeling sane and motivated, and I’m dreading the day when I won’t be able to keep with them any more.

While my running has decreased, I’ve maintained doing some sort of strength work three times a week — something that I’m really quite proud of!

2020 Olympic Trials Marathon Race Recap

Overall

Wow!  What a weekend.  Now into week 7 of quarantine due to the covid-19 pandemic, I’m in complete gratitude that the Olympic Trials race was able to safely be held before the virus reached its tentacles deep into the trenches of American soil, uprooting life across the world.  The Trials event itself seems like something of the distant past, even though I write this now just two months later.  I’m sure that Atlanta Track Club (ATC) is also counting its blessings that the race was able to go on, especially after all the time, effort and money that went into putting on such a world-class event.

ATC - and my very close friend Jay Holder (who happens to be the Director of Marketing at ATC) - put on a spectacular event that will be difficult to match.  They went above and beyond to make every single one of the competitors - that includes runners like myself who have basically a point zero one percent chance of making the Olympic team - feel special.  Every single detail was considered so that every athlete felt like it was the biggest race of a lifetime. In fact, Atlanta made the whole weekend seem like what the Olympics must feel like for actual Olympians.  In the months leading up to the race, they assigned each athlete a representative from the ATC that was responsible for sharing information and for answering any questions you might have.  That way, by the time we arrived in Atlanta, we’d already received the pertinent information to make the weekend as seamless as possible.  

Once the athletes arrived, ATC provided all our meals, hotel rooms, flights and gave us a sweet poster that hopefully we’ll all frame once we can safely go into a Michael’s store.  They stocked up the athlete hospitality room with typical snacks, but went a step above by adding refrigerators stocked full of hummus, carrots, yogurt and Powerade.   They recruited so many volunteer massage therapists and chiropractors from all over the USA that I got some pre-race adjustments not once - but twice - and without having to wait in line!  Somehow the Atlanta Track Club successfully and flawlessly orchestrated the biggest elite fluids station ever for 700+ athletes.  And, most of all, they staffed the event with thousands of volunteers who eagerly offered help and enthusiastically said “good luck” with a wide smile during every single interaction.  In fact, after chatting with the volunteers, their encouragement always left me feeling like I might actually *make* the Olympic Team. 

Pre Race

Amy and I all smiles after our massages on Thursday.

Amy and I all smiles after our massages on Thursday.

Most of the time spent leading up to the race was spent doing all of the administrative and mandatory tasks necessary to compete in a national championship race.  Before we could even pick up our bib number, every athlete had to get three stamps on a sheet of paper, verifying that we’d passed uniform check, shoe check and elite fluids check.  Thursday was spent hopping around from place to place so that Friday could be a chill and relaxed day.  As such, Thursday was absolutely jam packed and best summarized as a treasure hunt for Trials swag:  free Nike shoes, free Maurten, free Brooks gear, free food, free massages.  

Nike offered free AlphaFly shoes to every single Trials competitor, so Amy and I wandered over to a special room, tried on a pair and walked out with the most expensive pair of running shoes I’ll ever own.  After driving a course tour with Dena and the rest of the PDC gang, we ran a shakeout of 4 miles.  We noticed that there wasn’t a line for a massage, so Amy and I both got 45-minute massages, followed by an adjustment by a chiropractor from Ohio. After that, we grabbed a Publix sandwich from athlete hospitality, checked our uniform and shoes, before heading across the street to pick up free Maurten fuel and water bottles, specifically designed for the Trials.  Our last stop was to the Brooks Hype House, where Amy and I checked out photos on a wall dedicated to the Brooks athletes.  

The Peninsula Distance Club girls at the Coca-Cola dinner on Thursday: Mara, Caitlin, Steph, Jeannette, and Amy

The Peninsula Distance Club girls at the Coca-Cola dinner on Thursday: Mara, Caitlin, Steph, Jeannette, and Amy

After that, all of the athletes were bused over to the Coca Cola Headquarters for a dinner with various food stations with plenty of options for carbo loading.  Here I was able to catch up with all of the familiar faces I’ve seen on the racing circuit over the last decade:  Laurie, Jeannette, Rachel, Lauren, Sarah, Allison.  

On Friday, after dropping off my fluids and securing enough stamps to retrieve my golden ticket, aka bib, I did a shakeout with Mara and Billy on the last 2.2M of the course.   I got another quick massage before texting Merry, who had traveled from New York to cheer, to hang out in my hotel room!  I grabbed another free lunch with some other Bay area athletes in the hotel ballroom and then went back to meet my family, who had finally arrived.  All of us, plus Merry, squeezed into the room and caught up on all that had unfolded so far.  The rest of the night was spent at the technical meeting, a dinner out with family, and then bed.  

Race morning

Goal:

  • Compete well and have fun

  • Top 100

  • If i had to put a time goal on it, probably sub-2:45

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I woke up on race morning around 730AM feeling well rested.  By some small miracle, I was able to calm the mind to effortlessly fall asleep and get 10+ hours of sleep.   However, in the morning, the pre-race jitters hit me hard. I had high hopes for this race.  Mentally I was ready, but, that morning, doubts crept in about my body’s ability to physically handle the stress of the course and the hills.  I even gave myself an out by telling myself to expect to see a slower time.  To calm myself, I wrote on an Omni hotel note card my three main goals and outlined several reasons why I was ready.  I wrote that the course was made for a strength-runner like me.  I had trained on the hilliest of routes in California to prepare me for this day.   I reminded myself that, just like I proved at Boston, I’m strong and tough on hills. I wrote down my goals - to go out conservative on the first lap - around 620s - and then to gradually pick people off in each corresponding lap, to smile and to finish strong.  With that, I set the pen down and began the pre-race preparations.

Soon, Meagan and Michelle came to the room to get ready with me which really made me feel grounded.   In 2016, Meagan and I danced to Kygo as we both got ready for the Trials race.  This year, it was as though we’d just had a sleepover.  We listened to music while Meagan did a face mask and then pinned the race bib on my top.  But, the main task at hand --  to run a marathon race -- still needed to be done, so eventually we headed down the elevators together before I had to part ways so I could join the PDC team.  We all hugged, I gave Peter a kiss and I joined Dena, Mara, Amy, Jeannette, Steph and Matt to walk over to the start line entrance together.

The race tent

While the tent was mostly empty when we arrived, after 10 minutes it had transformed into a frenzy -- with nervous excitement buzzing throughout.   Feeling anxious with so many people, I scoped out a spot near Des Linden outside of the tent for our team to migrate to.  The five PDC girls hung out there, some of us in the sun and some in the shade, sitting or stretching on cardboard boxes I’d acquired. The rest was a blur - warmup, another bathroom break, lace up the racing flats - until finally we were escorted to the start line area.  

Running alongside Laurie and Allison

Running alongside Laurie and Allison

Lap 1 (Miles 0-8)

The horn blared and finally we were off.  The most similar race I can compare the Trials start is to the Chicago Marathon. But, remember that Chicago still doesn’t have 400+ runners who have PRs that are 5 minutes apart.  For that reason, the start was the most chaotic of any race I've ever run. I couldn't control what pace I was running; speeding up wasn't an option and slowing down would result in getting trampled -- literally (spoiler: former PDC athlete Kaitlin Goodman fell in front of me).  

The leaders dictated the pace, while the rest of us followed in a blind mess.   A little after the half mile, I watched as the sea of runners parted, because Kaitlin went down. She got trampled by at least 4 women and then got kicked in the face. I ran by her as she reached for her sunglasses and then scrambled back up to her feet.  After that, my mantra for the next few miles was to just "stay on your feet." I kept repeating this over and over and keeping my eyes up. This was really difficult because the crowds were insane and incredible, but then I'd hear my name through the rows of people and I so badly wanted to acknowledge that support with a smile or a head nod, but didn't want to divert my eyes away from the course.

In the first half mile, I watched as my PDC teammates Amy and Mara maneuvered their way ahead of me, on the left side of the course.  With them out of the picture, I was super grateful to find myself alongside Laurie and Paula, friends from Charlotte Running Club.  We hit the first mile in 615 and Laurie said the pace was perfect.  Laurie said a few more things, but to be honest, her voice was deafened by the crowds on both sides of the street, so I didn’t respond.

all smiles on lap 1 and 2

all smiles on lap 1 and 2

After we came through the 2nd mile in 552, I knew that was too fast for me so I sadly let Laurie and Paula continue ahead. I didn't want to see any splits faster than 600 this early in the race, given Letsrun.com’s analysis of the course and my goal time.

After 2 miles, the leaders picked up the pace and the result was that the racers thinned out.  I could see my PDC teammates Amy and Mara ahead of me, but I didn't want to push to catch up to them because of pacing.  Instead, I focused on soaking up the deafening roars of support from the crowd, while also trying to make small decisions about tucking in to protect myself from the wind. At the 3.5M turnaround, we began the uphill ascent back towards downtown Atlanta.  My assessment of the course in the first lap was that the hills were definitely substantial, and the wind was horrific.

In those first 8 miles, I felt like a nomad.   Women I knew would come up alongside me, and then move on to another pack, and then I'd have to choose to either speed up to tuck in behind another pack, or slow down to be with another. I'd watch as Laurie and Paula, or Allison Macsas would catch up and then move up to another pack. Or, one person would be with me and then I’d move on to another pack. This happened through mile 6, when eventually I caught up to my teammate Amy and Ladia - who I ran with at Boston. We headed back to the start area and would work together through the next lap.  I told myself that I was a little ahead of pace, but that I was fit, and not to worry.  My average pace at this point was 6:09, although I didn’t know it at the time.

The first lap was so exciting; I smiled most of the time.  It was really exhilirating to see the lead pack of men and women pass by after the turnarounds and to cheer for my friends who were ahead of me.  I could see Mara, Laurie, Paula, Victoria, Caitlin P, Sarah, and so many others. Beyond just seeing the fellow racers, I tried so hard to hear my name and to make eye contact with whoever was cheering my name.  This proved to be a futile effort.  I never saw my parents or Peter, even though I knew they were out there.  But, then there were other people who I saw several times:  Megan and Ben Hovis, Billy Shue, David Duggan from Wake Forest, my high school coach Gary, Marvin, MeagaBen and Michelle, Merry and Liz.  It was insane to hear my name so many times, especially when competing with the cheers from hundreds of thousands of other fans.

Lap 2 (Miles 9-16)

Amy and I running into the wind on lap 2

Amy and I running into the wind on lap 2

At halfway, our little pack came through at 1:20:45 and I was a little bit worried.  While this was the same time that I came through at Boston last year, I knew now just how different this course was, and my legs didn't feel quite the same as they did then.   I could already feel the fatigue in my legs, and the wind proved to be an extra battle.  I also hadn't adhered to my race plan; I would have much rather come through the half in 1:22.  

It was at the end of the second lap that I made my first big mistake that would probably impact the rest of my race. I had stopped looking at my mile splits after mile 2, and in hindsight, I wish that I had kept a better track of my splits because I would have competed harder.  I raced a little scared and without as much competitive drive as I have in the past. I was so worried about getting to the finish line in one piece, and also not walking in the process.  In fairness, both of those goals were grounded in my disappointing 2012 Trials, where I had to walk, and 2016 where I knew I couldn't finish because of my achilles injury.  So, when Amy continued running the same effort at mile 14, I didn't respond because I wanted to be "cautious."  

Amy started to pull away and I didn't even try to go with her. I thought to myself:  It is too early to make a move.  But in reality, Amy was still just running the same effort we had been and I wasn't competitive enough to even care to try to stay with my teammate.  I wish I had.  Instead, I stayed tucked in behind Ladia and our group.  Since I wasn't checking my splits, I didn't know that I'd slowed so much on mile 16 it would end up being my slowest split of the race.  Women passed me in troves on these uphill miles. I trained for these hills! Why do I feel so weak! A pack 5 women caught up to me for about 100 meters, looked at their watch and said “we slowed to blah blah pace". I couldn’t hear the pace they said, and I just assumed they were feeling great. Here, I even had a second chance at redemption, to glue myself to this ferocious pack, but I didn’t. The average pace for this lap was 617, a full 8 seconds slower per mile average than the first lap.

Ladia and I around Mile 17

Ladia and I around Mile 17

Lap 3 (Miles 17 - 26.2)

Ladia and I stayed together through 17+, but at one point she sighed.  I said, keep your head up Ladia and then suddenly she wasn’t on my shoulder anymore. That late in the race, there weren't any more packs to chase within distance and it was more of a game of catching women who had begun to string out in pairs. I still smiled and gave a thumbs up to my friends who were cheering all around the course and I was still having a decent bit of fun, to be honest.   I just wasn't having fun from a "I'm running great and so elated" sort of way.  Upon reflection now, I almost wonder if I was running the trials race “for fun” at that point.  

My legs, and particularly my feet, started to feel exceptionally rough around mile 23.  My goal of posting a negative split was thrown out the window long ago, and the new goal was to finish in one piece.  However, I did find myself behind a woman who had shit her pants, and with each gust of wind, I would catch an unpleasant whiff.   In an effort to escape that as quickly as possible, those miles were probably the fastest I posted in the final 10k.  At this point, if I was catching anyone, it wasn’t because I was getting faster, it was because I was just slowing less than them.  The carnage of the course was real in those final 3 miles.  I passed women who would later finish more than 2 minutes behind me. 

with 400 meters to go, I could still smile!

with 400 meters to go, I could still smile!

As I approached the u-turn under the Olympic rings, I saw that Mara, Laurie, Veronica and Amy were all having incredible races, so I cheered for them.  I had no idea that they were battling the 25mph+ headwinds at that point. So, when I made the turn, the wind slapped at my face and whipped my bib around.  The wind almost drained every ounce of positivity in my mind, so instead I focused on a woman ahead of me who looked stronger than me.  Stay on her. She’s got the torch to lead you to the finish line!

Those last 2 miles were windy, hilly and unrelenting.  Finally a sign that said 800 meters came into focus and I knew that I could finish this damn thing.  I barely picked up the pace, passed a few more women and finally made it to Centennial Olympic Park.  Crossing that finish line certainly wasn't as glorious as I’d envisioned; I finished in 128th place in 2:45:18, about 50 places and at least four minutes slower than my goal.  I didn’t even place better than my seed (124), which was a huge disappointment.  

Post Race

I found my family immediately, and was torn between smiling ear to ear or expressing my frustration.  I opted for somewhere in the middle.   I also internally debated between hanging with my family, which required the very difficult effort of standing, or walking back to the tent to get some clothes and to sit on a chair.  After a few more minutes, the chills were getting to me and my mom urged me to move on to the tent.  As I walked the 200 meters there, everything began to sink in.  Gratitude for unbeatable crowd support, the slew of friends and family here to support me and for finishing the damn race.  Admittedly though, my pride hurt because none of the women that I normally race or train with were to be found as I slowly stumbled to the tent.  After all, most of them had finished minutes and 50+ spots ahead of me.  

Back at the hotel room, I hung with the family and took a long soak in the bathtub before meeting a group of 20+ friends and family members at a restaurant.  Because so many friends from California, Charlotte, Durham, Michigan and Illinois had made a trip to Atlanta, I wanted to have time with them to express my gratitude.  

the whole crew post Trials

the whole crew post Trials

At the crack of dawn the next morning, my family and I flew straight to Belize for a much needed break.  Little did we know that it’d be the last time we’d be together for quite some time because of the pandemic.  Belize was absolutely wonderful, filled with snorkeling trips, incredible meals cooked by either a chef or our family and daily stand up paddle boarding.  But it was here where I finally had a chance to reflect on my race, and the real disappointment hit me.  I regretted not checking my splits.  I regretted not staying with Amy longer.  I regretted giving myself an out before the race even started, by telling myself I might even run my slowest marathon ever (I did).  I regretted letting the course intimidate me and pound me into submission, without ever fighting back.  

But, having a pina colada while overlooking the Pacific Ocean also helped me see the positives.  Even though the wheels came off the bus in the third lap, I was smiling the whole time and waving at my friends who were cheering.  I legitimately did have fun, mostly because of the 200,000 fans that lined the streets of Atlanta for us.  I enjoyed seeing my friends at the turnarounds, which offered me a glimpse of their incredible races. It made me feel like both a competitor and a spectator! I loved hearing about their experiences afterwards.  While my race wasn’t what I wanted, so many others executed their race plans flawlessly, and what a better place to have that experience than at the Olympic Trials?  For them, I am so happy.  

Overall, I feel so honored to compete at the 2020 Marathon Trials, with the deepest field in Trials history.  I am proud to race with other women who have chosen to pursue running and a healthy lifestyle, even with competing priorities such as a career or raising a family.  It will be a long wait until we can do this again.  Until then, I’ll set my sights on qualifying for the marathon trials for the fourth time.  

Trials Training Week #3 Recap

Week in Review:

  • 70 Miles | 1 day off | 7 runs | 2 lift sessions | 2 strides sessions

  • 12.7M with 5 x 1600m at 555 - 535 with 40s rest, adding 10s per interval

  • 17M with 4M-3M-2M-1M with 1/2M jog at 612-600-547-541 for each set

  • 11M MLR

Given that last Sunday my knee was swollen, I wasn’t even sure what this week would look like. I took Monday off to be cautious (and smart) and ran easy on Tuesday with Jenna. By some small miracle (and Jenna’s work on my quad Monday night), the swelling went down before the week even started. My quads and IT band, however, were still very tight and Jenna recommended that I avoid hills for a while.

Terry dramatically reduced the volume for my mid-week workout so that if anything was still messed up, I wouldn’t risk taking one step forward to take five steps backwards. It was super fun to only have 5 mile repeats and to not have to run them that fast. While I kind of wished that I could have done the workout with PDC on Tuesday night, it would have been a stupid move, so I didn’t.

To be safe, I also set up an appointment at SMI to get ART with Jenna on Friday. This was super beneficial, and extremely painful in a much needed way. When issues come up, getting soft tissue work is always the first action I take because, for my particular history of tendinitis injuries, it’s proven to have the most immediate impact.

With the legs operational, I was given a green light to do the Saturday workout, with an option of a 10-12M marathon paced tempo, or 4M-3M-2M-1M. I wanted to do the repeats because I knew it would maximize the number of people who could join for the effort. This is a bit different than what I’ve done in the past - I always do a marathon tempo 2 weeks out - but I decided to try something new.

On a beautiful Saturday morning, we kicked off the first 4M portion of the workout with Jenna, Jay, Brent, Tom, Hannah and Victoria. With such a huge crew, I pretended like it was the trials race in 14 days and that I was surrounded by my fellow competitors. Ironically, I think that come race day, I will pretend that some tall, blonde girl next to me is Jenna and that another brunette is Victoria or Hannah. These sort of mental strategies help me feel comfort in the middle of the marathon. But I digress.

After this first rep, several people continued easy, so Tom, Brent, Victoria, Jay and I finished the rest of the workout. I felt really strong and controlled throughout, but could definitely feel my quads working. I was super grateful for Brent and Jay as they paced me through each repeat.

And with that long run, it’s officially now time to taper. I’m really hopeful that the next few weeks of reduced mileage and intensity, combined with more deep tissue massages, will help my quads and IT band feel a little bit looser.

See you soon Atlanta.

Trials Training Week #4 Recap

Week in Review

With less than three weeks until the Olympic Trials Marathon, I’m so grateful for the team of people who continue to help me along the way. Whether it’s been running together, lifting together or providing a quick massage or TheraGun session, I’ve been kept together in one piece, both emotionally and physically, thanks to my friends!

I kicked off the week with a pretty big workout on Wednesday with Jay - for 2 hours of running before the work day started. We did loops of the service road to complete 2.5M repeats in 5:50-6:00 pace. I’m really surprised at how my body has been able to handle this volume. Sure, I’ve been tired afterwards, but during the workouts my legs are able to handle the load.

On Saturday, both my running buddies and PDC teammates teamed up for a group long run on Los Gatos Creek Trail. For the first time ever, we went up to the reservoir, which meant we had to go up and down some really steep hills. I would find out later that those steep hills, combined with 6+ weeks at higher mileage, would create a perfect storm for a little niggle to pop up.

While this training block is certainly going better than ever, several hours after the long run, I stepped down a stair and my right, lateral knee was sore. Upon inspection, it was even a little swollen. I was certainly worried, but not overly so. I figured the steep downhill from the dam in Los Gatos probably just made my quads and IT tight, and I texted Jenna who reassured me. With some foam rolling and a day off, the swelling went away in less than 24 hours. But, my quads were definitely still tight and Jenna was able to perform some ART on me, which helped tremendously. In the meantime, I am waiting to determine my run schedule until I assess how the knee holds up in subsequent runs early next week.

Saturday’s Long Run Group

Saturday’s Long Run Group

Trials Training Week #5 Recap

Week in Review

Phew! Somehow summarizing on paper my runs this week made me more tired than the actual running itself! I guess that’s a good sign! I’ve been surprised at how tirelessly I’ve been able to maintain running 90 miles a week, with an increased intensity than in previous cycles. It feels a little surreal. Like, how is this possible to feel this strong? A part of me expects an acute injury to sneak up, but it hasn’t happened yet. And, of course, I’ve been very intentional about lifting regularly, eating a well-balanced diet and taking the rest when I need it, so hopefully that injury never happens.

On Tuesday, Dena switched things around for Mara so she and I could do the same workout together on the track. While on paper, the workout of 8 miles alternating every 600m and 1000m sounded fairly easy, it was a mental grind of 32 laps on the track. I don’t prefer to do long tempos or repeats on the track during marathon training, because it’s just so much harder for me to stay mentally engaged with so many laps. But, this is exactly the sort of practice that will prepare us best for the Atlanta course, which has criterion style 8M loops. It was great to work together with Mara and to get a feel for what it might be like if we are running side by side at the Trials race.

When Terry sent the training for this week and next, after considering my current fitness and ability to handle the last few weeks of greater intensity, he decided to push the envelope a little bit before taper. So, after two days of easy runs, on Friday, I was back at it with a 9 mile tempo with Jenna at Baylands. While Terry had instructed me to go on a moderately hilly route, it was too difficult for me to orchestrate that without sacrificing having Jenna’s company, so we just went flat from my house. The workout went great, minus having to stop for a quick bathroom break after mile 5. My legs felt fresh and the pace felt comfortable, two things that definitely were not expected considering the workout on Tuesday.

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Over the weekend, I spent some time hanging out with Jenna, Ollie and Matthias while Peter took some pics of me in the new Brooks racing kit for the Trials. It’s been a lot of fun to make the most of my time with Ollie before they move to Seattle in just a few short weeks.

On Sunday, Jenna and I met for a time on feet long run through Los Altos Hills, to Stanford and back to downtown Los Altos. We grabbed Tom and Imran for parts of it, which made the conversation rotate on to interesting topics. Even though I never checked the pace the whole run, the first part was substantially uphill, and I felt so bad and my breathing was so heavy that I questioned whether I’d be able to complete the run. Fortunately, that feeling dissipated, but then was replaced with some stomach issues through miles 14-22. While my legs felt totally fine for the entirety of the run, it was pretty uncomfortable. I made two stops and even had to stop to walk at 22 miles to let the feeling pass.

Jenna wins the award for best long run buddy this cycle, as we have run every single long run together in 2020. That’s 5 long runs for a cumulative total of 107 miles!

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Trials Training Week #6 Recap

Week in Review

The end of this week marked just 35 more days until the Olympic Trials! Writing the countdown in days makes it seem way closer than saying it’s 5 weeks away. The great news is that I feel like I’m in a really good place - both mentally and physically. I feel strong enough to execute longer workouts — even when they’re not going very well. This week proved to be a true test of mental tenacity in different ways.

First, on Wednesday, Jay and I headed out to Baylands to do 4x2 mile repeats. Jay was fresh off a flight from Taiwan that had landed less than 24 hours before, but he still joined me at 630AM as a pacemaker. Due to his jetlag, he hopped in and out of the reps, which forced me to put more effort in mentally, mostly because I it felt hard to hit the paces, especially partly solo. After all, I couldn’t mindlessly sit on Jay’s shoulder and let him do the pace work.

The goal was to start at 555 pace and to work my way down to the upper 540s. Instead, I went out a little too quick and hit 550/547 for the first interval. The second one was basically the same paces, but the effort felt more labored. By the third rep, I slowed to 555 pace and was ready to call it quits. I wondered if maybe I’d ruined the workout by getting too arrogant and starting faster than prescribed. I decided to take a short walk rest and rounded back for Jay, told him my plan to do a loop before grabbing him for the final fast mile. During this rep, I decided to just focus on effort and to not look at the the splits. Ironically, I hit the fastest paces on this interval, which was a nice reminder that sometimes you’ve got more in the tank than you’d think.

The next mental test presented itself on Saturday during the long 12 mile tempo at Lake Merced. With a slew of folks from all over the bay, we kicked of a warmup with about 12 people. With a variety of workouts ranging from 22 miles with every 3rd mile fast for the Kaiser races, hill repeats for the guys, and a 12 mile tempo for my gang, it was great to converge together for at least a few miles.

After 5 miles of warmup with Liza, JOB, Jenna and Brent, I changed my shoes, ate a few chews and set off for our first loop of the tempo. These miles flew by with Liza’s friendly conversation and the new terrain. After 5 miles, the group splintered off a bit so that others could do variations of their own workouts, so I had another 7 miles on my own. I wasn’t phased at all by the solo effort and, if anything, felt super energized just knowing that I’d be passing some of my teammates along the way. At mile 9, Jenna and Brent grabbed me again to help me for another mile. Their company was crucial because I had about 2.5 miles of uphill ahead of me and my legs were beginning to fatigue. Overall, I averaged 6:03 pace for the tempo, and didn’t feel like I’d gone to the well or anything. I was really happy with the effort and how comfortable that pace felt on a slightly rolling course.

With just 3 weeks left of high mileage, it already feels like it’s flying by too fast. I’ve been really enjoying this training cycle, mostly due to the the camaraderie of our little training group out here in California.

Trials Training Week #7 Recap

Week in Review

  • 72 Miles

  • 7 Runs | 1 day off | 1 Lift day | 1 strides session

  • 12.5M with 12x800m @ 244-254, 30s rest, 234-244, 2:00 rest

  • 13M with 6M progression from 715-555 on hilly

  • 21M long run in 7:10 pace

While on paper this week might not necessarily look like a true “down” week, it certainly felt like one. Despite two workouts during the work week and a time-on-feet long run, two runs were less than 6 miles in distance, which felt glorious. Those shorter runs, combined with a day off, allowed me to take the the foot off the gas and focus a bit more on rest and recovery. I’ve been battling a bit of a cough and chest congestion, so the lighter week of training was planned as a result.

Tuesday night’s 800m repeat session was pretty exhilarating out on Stanford’s Track with PDC. Seven of us created a long train, alternated leads and (mostly) stayed together for the majority of the workout. It’s pretty rare that all of us have the same workout at the same paces, but that night the stars aligned and we thrived off the energy of the group. On the cool down, I couldn’t help but wish I were actually doing a fast half in this buildup. I feel surprisingly strong and fast, which is rare in the middle of a marathon training cycle.

Not pictured: JOB

Not pictured: JOB

I capped off the week with a mini progression tempo through the mountains of Los Altos Hills on Friday, followed by an easy long run Sunday. Even though Jenna and I can’t work out during the week because of scheduling issues, it’s been a real treat to do all of these long runs with her before she heads off to Seattle. On top of that, we’ve had a huge crew of at least 6+ people at all of our long runs in 2020. Sunday’s run was no different, as Mara, Max, Brent, Amy, Tom, Olivia and JOB all met up at Sawyer Camp Trail to run along the beautiful backdrop of the San Andreas fault. Seriously, these long runs are made so much better with company and I’m super grateful that everyone takes the time to drive to these spots to run as a group.

I spent the rest of the day Sunday prepping meals for the upcoming week — a blueberry oatmeal bake, Thai curry lentil soup, and potato + kale frittata. I’ll eat variations of these meals throughout the week.

Trials Training Week #8 Recap

Week in Review:

  • 89 Miles

  • 8 Runs | 2 Lift Days | 2 Strides Days

  • 14.3M total with workout of 3x3M via 605/603/600, 1/2M jog, 606/600/602, 1/2M jog, 604/557/556

  • 13M Medium Long Run

  • 22M Long Run with 2 x 5M progression

With the Olympic Trials 48 days away, I’ve just now completed the third full week of training at 80+ miles. On the schedule, that means there are really only 4-5 more weeks of mentally taxing, physically grueling training on the horizon.

Running with Endy has been fun

Running with Endy has been fun

On Wednesday, I ran with Jay to do the standard marathon workout of 3 x 3 miles at a few seconds under marathon pace. While running around a gently rolling 3M loop, I felt relaxed and comfortable and didn’t check my watch for splits. I could tell that the effort was even and that I was accurately assessing my body’s response to the work. I'd love to implement this same strategy at Atlanta - one that involves running on feel and trusting that the effort matches my goal.

For the easy days in between, I’ve been really lucky to log 20+ miles with my dog, Endy. Now that he’s over 1.5 years old, he’s got the stamina to keep up with me for back to back 10+ mile runs. His four-legged company makes me feel like I’ve got a running buddy on days that I opt to sleep in later than my human running friends.

The Canada Long Run Crew (with Jenna behind the camera lens)

The Canada Long Run Crew (with Jenna behind the camera lens)

On Saturday, a large group of us got together at Canada Road for tough 22-miler with an uptempo progression in between. With 5 miles warmup, 6 miles cooldown, and a workout sandwiched in between, it was definitely a grind — both mentally and physically. But, it’s always easier together and together you all win. That’s definitely what happened on Saturday! Jeff, Max, Koda, Liza, Jeannette, Jenna and I all ran together for the first progression tempo, but on the second one, there were only 5 of us. With the rolling hills of Canada Road, it was a true test of how good we could be on “running on effort” when faced with a sizable uphill or downhill.

With just a half mile to go in the last tempo, my legs started to feel super heavy. Liza pulled ahead of me on the final downhill and I struggled to maintain just below 610 pace as I felt like my legs were dangerously close to shutting down in the same way they would if I were “hitting the wall” at mile 20 of a marathon. The beep from my watch for the lap split couldn’t have sounded better, as I was silently urging the Garmin to malfunction and beep sooner than the actual mile mark. Liza’s daughter Maddie was being pulled behind Koda in the kidrunner stroller. Fortunately for me, they had conveniently strapped some bottles of Maurten to Maddie’s carriage and I desperately asked for a bottle, which Liza graciously gave up. It was a rough bit for a few minutes there, but together with these tough people, they helped me bring me back so that I could finish the rest of the run.

Today’s struggle was a nice reminder that anything can happen on race day and helped me practice how to handle those issues when they come up. On this particular day, Jenna, Jeannette and Liza’s company helped pull me along; more specifically, I focused on how much they were sacrificing just by being there on a Saturday, taking time away from med school, or time with their family, to run together as a group. That was enough motivation for me to finish out the run with my friends.

Trials Training Week #9 Recap

Week in review:

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With a few days in Palm Springs for a little couples romp with MeagaBen and Peter, I had plenty of time to get in a bunch of miles with one of my favorite running babes - Meagan! Together, we ended our first decade together with a 14 mile workout around the river path in the desert. Meagan simultaneously played the roles of pacer, cheerleader and coach all at once and I was overjoyed by her commitment to make a tough workout a fun one. With about 11 miles of work with the rest, it was a mentally challenging workout more than physical. While I may have focused more on speed during the fall, I believe that continuing to get in solid long runs on those weekends in November really helped me maintain strength for the longer stuff. With Meagan’s help, I was able to hit faster than the goal workout paces and accomplish a pretty tough ask while on vacation! As Meagan said, any type of workout completed during vacation deserves extra kudos.

After a leisurely 10 miles with MeagaBen on New Years Day, Peter and I packed up the car to head back to LA, where we picked up Endy and spent one final night in SoCal. On Thursday, we made the trek back to Mountain View, where I unpacked 15 days worth of fun and presents!

By the afternoon, I’d already gone on a run with Hannah and Peter, and later completed a solid lift session with Hannah to really kick the year off right. I immediately jumped back into the social running scene of Bay Area Runners, with a Friday steady state paced run playing pacemaker for Marissa. On Saturday, Hannah, Victoria and I caught up about our holidays and discussed the state of women in sport and the inequalities we see.

Sunday was the real winner, as I was able to convince 6 other people to join me for a 21 miler through Los Altos Hills and Mountain View. With a slew of dudes trailing Liza, Jenna and me, we made for a pretty awesome sight. I’ve been super grateful for all of my friendships this year and am super lucky to have so many people to run alongside me leading up to this third Trials in Atlanta!

Trials Training Week #10 Recap

Week in Review:

  • 81 Miles

  • 8 Runs | 2 Lift Days | 2 Strides days

  • 14M total with 2 x 4M @ 621/617/617/611, 1M in 640, 4M at 611/611/558/601

  • 12M MLR

  • 19M LR with 13M @ 638-650 pace on rolling terrain

  • 7 days in Newport Beach

With just 10 weeks until the Trials, I’d pick this one over any other to get sick. Since before Club Cross, I’ve been battling a bad chest cold that perhaps morphed into a sinus infection during this week. The worst I felt was definitely from my birthday on the 21st until Christmas day. But, like any cold, running actually made me feel better as I shot mucus out of my nose, which in turn cleared my system. That being said, I wasn’t expecting to hit 80 miles this week, but having an entire week off work, staying at a perfect spot in Orange County with a really supportive family makes for great running conditions.

I kicked off the week with three days of easy running, with strides thrown in on a few days. My dad and I ran on Christmas on the bike path and we even saw a rainbow! I intentionally waited to do the workout until Thursday with hopes that my body would recover more quickly from my sickness. On Thursday, I slept 12 hours and waited to do the workout until around 2PM. This ensured so that I could have company from Juan and Mark for the last half. The workout went much better than I could have imagined and was the confidence booster I needed going into my first week of official Olympic Trials training.

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Just two days later, Tom, Juan and I met up in Corona Del Mar to do a loop of the back bay. With 13 of the miles consistently in the pace range of 638-650, I feel strong despite battling this chest cold for so dang long.

It’s remarkable how incredible the running community is. I first began running with Juan back in 2011, when I was training for my first Trials and now here we are in 2019, and he’s helping me training for the third Trials! It’s been really fun running in Orange County this week and I’m so appreciative of all the people who came together to help the miles pass with way more fun. Also, even though I’m not a pro runner, my family has always been so understanding of the morning ritual of getting out for a run….I guess since they set the example in the first place, it only makes sense. :-)

Peter and I capped the week off with an easy run in Palm Springs, alongside Meagan, as we explored the midcentury modern homes of Las Palmas. I’m not sure how the running will fare in this town, but I’m sure we’ll find a route that will work for the week to come!

2019 Boston Marathon Race Recap

Goals:

  • Goal A: Run smart (go out controlled) and have fun

  • Goal B: Run 6:10 - 6:15 pace overall, but erring on the faster side

Actual:

  • 2:40:29 via 1:20:46 / 1:19:43

  • 27th OA Female / 16th American Female

  • Passed 23 women in the Elite Women’s Start; was not passed by any women

  • Tied for my second fastest time ever, from CIM 2013

Hard to believe that Boston is over.  With such a roller coaster of emotions in the weeks leading up to the race, it feels like I’m repeating the same emotional cycle now - happiness to run well, sadness that the euphoria of the race is over and relief that I did it.  

My little tale of the Boston Marathon didn’t begin at the start line in Hopkinton, but rather, back in February, on the opposite coast in California, when Rachel connected me with Wayne to request an elite entry.  After receiving confirmation that I was indeed in, I was pumped to have the opportunity to train with my friends and to attack my first Boston cycle with a 9-week training plan.  I was going to crank out hill repeats, have a training camp in Laguna Beach and run harder than I’ve ever run before.  But, of course it didn’t happen like that; instead, those expectations came crashing back down to reality.  I had the rockiest and most turbulent training cycle ever.  Just take a look at my weekly mileage from February 4th until race week:

  • 77.5 (all is good)

  • 46 (Glute issue; missed midweek workout + LR)

  • 45 (Stomach bug; missed LR)

  • 86 

  • 88

  • 34 (Fever / Flu)

  • 88

  • 83

  • 61 (taper)

  • 38 (race week)

The truth is that when I was caught up in a short-lived moment of faithlessness, I almost forgot about all the hard work that was done to even get here in the first place — the cumulative muscle fatigue built up over the last 8 years just from being a marathoner.  I could have given up on Boston, but instead I reminded myself of how consistent I'd been over the years and also of the more recent mileage I’d logged over the holidays.  In this Boston training cycle, those four weeks at 80+ miles were clear indicators that my legs hadn’t forgotten.  This belief in my own past helped me trust that I could still have a respectable race, despite having not one, but three (!!), hiccups along the way.  In so many ways, this cycle made me tougher mentally than any other I had ever done because I had to constantly reset my expectations, get comfortable with unplanned days off, and trust - or, more accurately, *believe*,  that less can be better.  

And that mental toughness helped me so much on race day.  Those speed bumps, combined with my overall positive outlook, ensured that I got to the start line undertrained, with rested legs, and a calm confidence that I had decent enough fitness.  This race wasn’t about hitting a fast time, but I did have a very clear goal to prove that I can be smart and strong on a course like Boston. And I actually had the belief that I could do that, if executed properly.  

So race day morning finally arrived and it was time for me to put my training to the test. The 9:32AM start was rather uneventful as there was no count down and I was a little caught off guard by the gun.  I opted for no warmup because I knew it would force me to go out slower in the first few miles, and it paid off.  The rest of my race was broken in three parts:  (1) Let them go:  running controlled and relaxed with Lauren, (2) Enjoy it all:  partnering with Ladia to soak in the full excitement of Wellesley, and (3) Blast-off: charging up the hills and attacking the last 5 miles.  

Part 1: Miles 1-8-ish

Photo by Kevin Morris. You can see that at the start, I was 7th to last.

Photo by Kevin Morris. You can see that at the start, I was 7th to last.

I attached myself to Lauren’s side, who would become my hero for the first part of the race.  The downhills in the first mile are legit.  I understood why so many people get carried away and go way too fast, because it’s almost easier physically to let gravity take hold than to keep it slow.  It took a lot of energy to hold back and to stay controlled at my goal pace of 6:10.  

Lauren and I were mostly alone for the first 3-4 miles, until a few other girls attached on behind us.  I asked them what they were trying to run and offered some encouraging words. I was fine to lead as I wanted to control my own race.  We clicked off 607-612 through these miles, coming in right around 6:10 average for the total time on the clock.  I was a bit worried that some of my splits might be too fast, but it felt relaxed and I made sure to ease it up if one split were too quick.  

Mile 5, smiling for Peter

Mile 5, smiling for Peter

It was really special to run with Lauren, especially after we had run together at Chicago 2016, where we both PRed.  Since Lauren is from Hopkinton, so many people were cheering for her, and I just pretended like my name was Lauren too.  As always, I was so grateful for her calm presence as we coasted on the downhills out of Hopkinton. 

My perma-smile began probably around mile 5 in downtown Framingham because of the sheer number of superfans in this tiny town and also because Peter surprised me; as soon as I saw him, I waved with both my hands like I was in a parade.  For the rest of the race, I couldn’t help but soak up the energy from the crowd and pay my thanks with an ear-to-ear grin.  And little did I know that the fun was just beginning.

Part 2:  Miles 8-15

If the first part of the race was about keeping my ego in check, the second part was about trusting the race plan and making the middle miles feel as relaxed as possible…and having fun while doing it. 
Around maybe mile 8/9, I broke away from my pack to grab a water cup, and, in doing so, simultaneously and inadvertently dropped the group and caught up to another girl named Ladia.  After about a mile running alongside someone, it’s a little awkward to run next to them without knowing their name, so we exchanged names and pieces of info:  it was our first Boston and we both hailed from the Midwest!  

Ladia and I running together, and smiling wide!

Ladia and I running together, and smiling wide!

If Ladia and I hadn’t connected, each of us would have most definitely run the majority of the Boston Marathon completely alone.  Instead, we worked together as our individual goals merged to one:  have fun and race tough.  Together, we weaved to either side of the street to find the shortest tangent.   Together, we grabbed water and offered it to the other.  Together, we gave high fives to hundreds of people in Wellesley.  Together, we just simply ran. Together, we made a memory that would last a lifetime.  And in doing so, we formed a connection that felt like we’d shared hundreds of miles before this day.

The high fives at Wellesley were incredible. With Ladia on board, we didn’t even need to verbally acknowledge it; rather, our bodies naturally gravitated towards the energy force of cheering fans.  We arranged ourselves in single file and put our hands out, welcoming what felt like an energy transfer from outrageously exuberant fans.   I swear I made eye contact with at least 50 people as I slapped their hands, feeling emotionally moved that they took time out of their Monday - a work day - to cheer for me and tens of thousands of others.  In the past, giving high fives would have completely embarrassed me…these were actions that I normally would scoff at, saying it "wastes your energy.”  But, this was my first Boston, and it was totally worth it.  And, I wasn’t embarrassed.  

Part 3: Miles 15-Finish

I entered the most challenging sections of the course around mile 16 alongside Ladia and felt like a total rockstar.  The third part of the course was probably the closest I’ll ever come to feeling like a Marvel superhero with special powers.   

Ladia and I were together through one of the first small hills, but shortly thereafter, I realized she was no longer with me.  My race was just getting started and with each uphill, I felt like I drew more and more energy from the crowd and the challenge of a climb.  At this point, I started passing friends and teammates over the years.  I urged each of them to come with me, hoping that I’d find a buddy to just roll with.  It didn’t happen. I just kept smiling and charging ahead.  While I checked my splits every mile in the first two parts of the race, at this point, there was no need.  I didn’t need a machine to tell me I was having a good race; I could just feel it.  I also could feel the crowd, quite literally. I ran as close to the fence as I could when there wasn’t a tangent so that I could soak in the fans’ energy; I gathered strength from their encouragement and presence.  I raised my hands up to get the crowd to erupt in cheers.  I continued to smile, and people would say “Wow, she’s having FUN!”  This was by far the most exhilarating part of the course.  

One, two, three, four hills were over.  Heartbreak was coming.  In the miles leading up to this point, I decided to create a new frame of mind so that Heartbreak Hill wouldn’t be so demoralizing.  The name itself, Heartbreak, insinuates that the hill will break your entire race, zapping so much energy from your legs that you don’t have anything left to charge down the final descent in the last 5 miles.  I decided I’d conquer that freaking hill just like I did in my own life, post-divorce, which was by far the biggest heartbreak I'd ever experienced.  After the life I’d envisioned shattered into tiny pieces, along with my marriage, I made a choice to pick myself up and accept my new life storyline.  And newfound happiness came.  Just as I didn’t let that define me, Heartbreak Hiil was not going to define this race.  Not today.  

Whizzing by at mile 25. Photo by Peter :)

Whizzing by at mile 25. Photo by Peter :)

And, guess what?  That little story I created helped me so much. I crested the hill, shook out my arms, and blasted the next five miles.

Around mile 23, the elite men passed me and another wave of energy transferred to me as the men sprinted past.   I knew that, barring any disasters, at least two American men would break 2:10.  I eventually caught up to Rachel and Dot, urging them to come with me. I yearned for Rachel to latch on so that we could finish together, maybe even hold hands, but Rachel told me later that I was out of her sight after a few minutes. 

I stopped smiling as much after 24.5 miles. My legs were reaching their breaking point and I could tell the fatigue was beginning to set in. When I passed the 25 mile marker, I glanced at my overall time to see if I could break some time-barrier. I saw 2:33:xx and thought there was a small chance I could break 2:40 if I really hauled it in. But, that sounded like I was asking for too much out of what already felt like a pretty darn perfect race, so I opted to just keep the pace the same.  As I rounded the turn to Boylston, the magic of Boston was in full effect, and the cheers were deafening.  I ran through the finish line because, quite honestly, I didn’t really know where it was.  I thanked all the volunteers. Gave high fives, hugs.  I was escorted to the elite tent, and it still felt like a dream.

Eventually, as more of the women started pouring in to the tent, reality began to set in. Had I really just had FUN on those uphills?  I’d surpassed all of my expectations for this race and was surrounded by all of my friends while doing it.  How incredible!  As always, there was a roller coaster of emotions in the tent, highs and lows as each of us began to process what we’d accomplished and how the results stacked up to our expectations coming in.  It was special to share this moment in the tent with Rachel, Carly, Ladia, Lauren, Amanda, Veronica, Shal and Terry.

As always, I was so grateful to have Terry guide me through my first Boston.  He’s arguably the most knowledgeable and insightful person about the course and has coached several of my friends to PR here.  His emails prepared me so well for the hills and made me feel like they weren't this ominous section to be feared, but instead a mere obstacle to be conquered. 

Post race tent with Rachel and Shal

Post race tent with Rachel and Shal

And, of course, the elation of all of those people who tracked me from near and far, who called or texted me after the race.  I didn’t feel like it was just my success, it was a shared accomplishment with all of those who took time to support and encourage me.  Those who believed in me, when maybe I didn’t believe in myself.  

Overall, this was the most perfect marathon I could ask for, and then for it to happen at Boston mades it even more special.  I need to be realistic though; the next time I do Boston, it will be very unlikely to have a similar result, and I will still need to find my composure when my legs turn wobbly.  Just like I entered this race with respect for the course, I can’t let this single race make me forget about the course that can trick you into going out too fast, shred your quads and destroy your confidence.

04.08.19 Week in Review

This week’s stats:

It’s officially race week! The focus for this week was to maintain a calm confidence in my race plan and to not look too much into what would likely be highly varied weather forecast. I had to ignore text messages from Tom, who kept whining about how terrible the weather inevitably would be. We still had over five days until race day, and I didn’t need to pack yet. I joked that I don’t check the weather because Terry usually just emails me to tell me what to do.

The workout on Wednesday went without any alarm bells, and I just checked the box for getting something in. My legs felt good and like they were ready to just roll, but I also felt a slight twinge in my left glute. The next day I decided to take the day off and I’m really glad I did that.

With a bunch of stuff coming together this week in other aspects of my life - such as beginning the testing phase for two of my main features at work, and also rushing to get all the documentation necessary to secure a pre-approval for a mortgage - it was easy to stay occupied but hard to de-compress.

Since our house is on the market, our landlord asked if he could host an open house while we were in Boston. This was totally fine, but it meant that we needed to make sure our house was super clean and that both Endy and Cicero had a place to stay for the weekend away. On Friday, I dropped Cicero off at a friend’s house and took Endy to Peter’s sister house before packing my bags and heading to SFO with Peter. Needless to say, there was a lot of administrative junk I had to handle before leaving and I was very glad to board the airplane to finally have a little escape from it all.

With a slightly delayed takeoff, we landed in Boston around 2AM. We took an uber to Lexington, MA, where Sam had offered to host us, even though he wouldn’t arrive until the next day from Frankfurt. On Saturday, we slept in forever, and I headed to Boston to do a shakeout with Shal along the Charles while Peter drove to Dartmouth to see his sister Tessa.

It was nice to be in Boston so I could see Shal, Rachel and Tom, but I was glad to head back to the burbs after Sam landed. The hustle and bustle in the elite host hotel is always a little overwhelming and I was grateful to see Sam, where everything seemed a bit more disconnected from the main event. We got dinner out and spent the evening catching up on his porch on a beautiful spring evening in Massachusetts. By 9PM, we were both in bed.

For as great as my night of sleep was on Friday night, Saturday was the exact opposite. I tossed and turned all night and eventually woke up in a pool of my own sweat on Sunday morning. I begrudgingly got out of bed, ate my bland meal of cornflakes and an english muffin and got ready to run.

For the entire weekend, I had been focusing on eating a high carb, low fiber diet so that I can hopefully avoid having a code brown situation occur on race day tomorrow. My sister, who is a dietician, sent me the types of foods that were “safe” for me to eat: carrots, peas, white rice, white bread, oatmeal, cornflake, eggs…I was so sick of these foods by Sunday, but I continued with purpose on this nutrition plan.

Sam and I headed out for my final shakeout run while Peter slept in. It was great to have Sam’s company on the bike as he distracted me and told me all sorts of stories. After some quick strides, I got ready to go and Sam drove me into the city to make it to the elite technical meeting on time.

While I spent the rest of the day hanging in the hotel, Peter and Sam went to go clay shooting. I was glad that Peter could have some fun instead of just be bored in a hotel room.

Dinner was potatoes, white rice, spinach and avocado / cucumber sushi at Whole Foods with Peter, Sean, Rachel and her parents. It was a great, low key way to get the foods I wanted without stressing about making a later reservation that Tom had booked.

By 930PM, Peter and I went to bed, and he passed out immediately while I tossed and turned, thinking about the day that was to come!

In the photos below, you can see what it was like while I was packing with the furchildren nearby, how adorable my mom looked when she ran Boston in 2000, my race bib, the elite technical meeting presentation and my friend Sam who drove me around Boston!

04.01.19 Week in Review

This week’s stats:

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It’s officially taper time! And Jenna is back from a 2.5 week trip to Europe! It was great to kick off the week with a workout on the track with her, even if it felt super hard. The workout on paper doesn’t look too bad - alternating 400s at 78-80 and 95-100. But, it’s super hard because the average paces come out fairly close to what your race pace could be in an 8KM. I was surprised to struggle to hit 80s on the fast ones. The rest if very quick and I think just the last two weeks of training caught up with me.

On Saturday, Jenna, Rachel and I did a little progression together, which felt super easy to me. This also explains why the paces were so hot, I think both Jenna and i were itching to go faster in the early parts of the tempo. Once we got down towards 600 pace, it did feel much more comfortable and easier to maintain a more even pace.

Can’t believe that we’ve got just 8 more days until Boston! I’m ready and excited!

03.25.19 Week in Review

This week’s stats:

  • 83 miles

  • 16M with 4 x 2.5M via 557-603 for first two miles, 247-252 for last .5M

  • 12M MLR

  • 20M with 6M warmup, 13M tempo via @ 604, 604, 557, 603, 610, 600, 603, 559, 554, 600, 555, 550, 547, 1M cool down

  • 3 days in Texas

  • 8 runs, 0 days off

  • 2 lift sessions

Two weeks ago, I was panicking that Boston was in less than 5 weeks. Now, as I write this, Boston is just 15 days away, and I feel ready. Not as ready as I had planned for, but as ready as I can be given the hiccups experienced earlier in February. The few data points that I have to gauge my fitness level indicate that I’m fit enough to be able to finish a decent marathon. This week was especially a huge confidence boost, mostly because I did a hard midweek workout before flying to Dallas for a jampacked work trip. I even found the motivation to complete a 90 minute medium long run by myself in Plano!

The 2.5M repeats on Tuesday were tough as hell. My legs felt fatigued from the 24 miler on Saturday and my ability to pick up the pace faster than 540 seemed very limited. Ideally, I would have taken an extra rest day and completed the workout on Wednesday, but I didn’t want to even attempt this workout in Plano because I know I just wouldn’t have done it. So, Jay and I met up and did 3 loops of the service road Google Loop. Jay pulled me along, as this was just one of those day’s where it was a struggle to put one foot in front of the other. I needed Jay’s company to just keep my head in the game and to prevent me from stopping on the side of the road. After that, I packed up and boarded a flight to Texas.

After having a lot of fun with my BOA Team Erica co-workers, I landed back in SJC on Friday night, excited to be home. I spent Saturday coordinating to get everyone together to do our final big long run before Boston. The plan was to meet Sunday at 8AM at Baylands with Shal, Rachel, Max, Imran, Dale and Tom and to grab bottles from the hood of my car to practice race day fueling. After 6 miles, Rachel and I took off to complete our tempo, and it felt so relaxed for me. Of course it felt relaxed in the beginning, and Rachel asked if I wanted to relax the pace a little, but every time that I thought I “relaxed” the pace, we ran the same: sub-6:00. So, I decided to take a risk and trust that I’d be able to maintain the effort towards the final miles. At mile 5, Rachel and I both grabbed our bottles of Maurten and I took some chews at mile 5 and 9. After we hit the 11 mile split, I knew that we were in the clear to run faster if we’d like, so Rachel and I both naturally picked up the pace. It felt a bit more labored towards the end, but not like I was running half marathon pace. It just felt natural. It was so great to have Rachel’s company for this run. I didn’t want to slow her down and we just felt so even together that it made the run feel not just comfortable, but also enjoyable! Everyone came away with pretty great runs so there was a certain buzz in the parking lot after we finished and posed for our picture.

So, yeah, after this week, the data is telling me that I am pretty fit and that I can run strong at Boston. It’s okay to take a different road than I normally would leading into a marathon and I just have to trust that it was the right route!

The entire Boston Marathon crew post Baylands long run!

The entire Boston Marathon crew post Baylands long run!

03.18.19 Week in Review

This week’s stats:

  • 88 miles

  • 12M MLR

  • 15M with 9M Wave Tempo in 6:03 average via 557/615 / 558/615 / 552/613 / 550/617/ 550

  • 24.2M time on feet run in 2:54:29, with 21-23 splits of 630-601-600

  • 8 runs, 0 days off

  • 2 lift sessions

People, there is hope for Boston! After losing most of last week’s training due to the flu, it marked the third week total in a 9-week marathon cycle where I missed a key long run. But, after a solid 9 mile wave tempo on Thursday, followed closely by a super fun time-on-feet / carb depletion long run on Saturday, I am hopeful that I will be fit enough to merit my position in the Elite Women’s Start on April 15th.

On Thursday, I recruited Jay for company on my tempo. Even though he’s just over 2 weeks out from PRing at the Tokyo Marathon, he felt ready to help me out. I needed whatever I could get because I wasn’t quite sure how to workout would pan out, coming off of last week’s fever. The goal was to run 550-555 and 610-615. I decided that I could adjust the easy pace to 615-620 to just ensure I could complete the workout. This helped tremendously because it allowed me to relax more going into this and to trust that, with a few adjustments, I could complete this workout. The last couple miles certainly felt hard, but Jay and I did it!

Jay and Jeff have been super helpful this cycle!

Jay and Jeff have been super helpful this cycle!

Then, just two days later, I mapped out a course from my house, through the Los Altos Hills, to Stanford and back. The course mimicked Boston in some ways, except for the downhill start. But, for the first 4-12 miles, it was rolling, then flat through Stanford, with a nice downhill at the end. Jay and I start together, before JOB grabbed us 8 miles in so that he could finish the last 16 miles. I was super grateful that JOB decided to join me because I decided to drop the hammer on the last couple of miles because (1) I felt good and (2) it was downhill! It was pretty sunny and felt very hot towards the end, which I thought could be great practice for Boston, depending on the weather conditions. Overall, I was very pleased with this run because of just how freaking strong I felt. Additionally, I didn’t take any water or gels during the run and my body didn’t seem to react at all to the lack of calories. Afterwards, JOB and I grabbed some brunch together at Coupa to ensure we could re-coup our (my?) caloric losses.

All in all, I really feel like I’m moving in the right direction. Even though this cycle has been a rollercoaster ride of mileage fluctuations, I’ve somehow maintained my strength, which therefore has kept my own belief in myself and my abilities alive.

03.11.19 Week in Review

This week’s stats:

  • 34 miles

  • 5 runs, 2 days off

  • Sick with fever on Tuesday and Wednesday

  • 2 days in Laguna Beach

After coming off such a great training last week, it was a huge bummer to go for a run on Tuesday morning and feel oddly weak. I asked Jenna if we could turn around sooner than I wanted, and struggled to get home. Once I was within 600 meters of my place, I stopped and walked. A couple of hours later, I still felt off, with flashes of hot, followed by cold. I took my temperature: 100.3 . My overall wellbeing declined quickly. I had very little appetite and couldn’t stay warm, but then would get too hot. The fever continued all the way into Wednesday night, and finally subsided on Thursday morning, but other symptoms of a cough, phlegm in the throat and overall pressure in the chest continued through the rest of the week.

While I took Wednesday off, I made the mistake of trying to run with friends on Thursday afternoon. I had to stop and walk a couple of times and went 7 miles, nearly double the distance that I should have. I was overly optimistic that the run would be fine since I didn’t have a fever anymore, but the fact was that I probably had the flu and my body was still recovering and trying to repair itself.

The biggest bummer about getting sick this week was that the Laguna Beach training camp was over the weekend. I was conflicted about going, mainly due to a fear of spreading my illness to my other friends also training for Boston. By Friday, things had cleared considerably and I decided to go. I also knew that everything I had envisioned for the weekend - such as just crushing hard long runs with Rachel - were no longer a reality, so I decided to make the most of it. Instead of trying to get in another short run on Sunday, I opted instead to borrow Juan’s bike so I could give fluids to the long run crew. I spent the morning zooming back and forth, passing bottles to Shal, Juan, Job, Tom and Rachel. And, you know what? I had a blast. I just knew that taking the day off from running was such a better idea than trying to run 4-8 miles that could probably set me back much more than a casual bike ride alongside my friends.

Shal, Caitlin and Rach

Shal, Caitlin and Rach

While the weekend wasn’t exactly what I had envisioned, I was so grateful to be at such a beautiful home with my Boston running buddies and to be in such awesome weather down in SoCal. I even got to see my sister at Tom’s beach!

All in all, this week was definitely another blip on the road to Boston. However, I do believe that by making (mostly) the right choices while I was sick, I’ll hopefully be able to have strong training next week! Here’s to hoping!

Grateful for Tom and his generosity in letting us have a training camp in Laguna Beach!

Grateful for Tom and his generosity in letting us have a training camp in Laguna Beach!

03.04.19 Week in Review

This week’s stats:

This marks the second week of mileage just over 85 miles. After 2 weeks complicated by some setbacks, it’s surprisingly felt pretty easy for me to hit 85 miles, which isn’t typically the case for me. I normally feel like 75 miles a week is my sweet spot, but so far, 85 has felt pretty easy to achieve.

For the first time this cycle, I had a midweek workout that actually felt like a grind. During the other 4-5 workouts I’ve done, they’ve felt pretty comfortable. But in the two-mile repeats at Stanford on Wednesday, my legs were heavy. It took every ounce of positive self-talk to convince myself to finish that entire workout. After all, I had put in a ton of quality and quantity last week, with back to back hard runs on Saturday (10M marathon pace tempo) and Sunday (moderate 22 miles). However, by the time today’s long run rolled around, my legs felt pretty accustomed to the higher mileage and higher quality. I finally feel like I’m starting to get my marathon legs back under me, and am slowly building that muscle memory for a marathon.

The crew at the starting point in San Mateo

The crew at the starting point in San Mateo

Speaking of today’s long run, we absolutely crushed it. Not just from a pacing standpoint, but also from a logistics standpoint. We were able to get 9 people to show up for a point to point long run that required most of us to shuttle ourselves 22 miles away and then to uber back to cars parked at the starting point. We ran from San Mateo Crystal Springs Reservoir to Stanford Track. We had the whole group through 9 miles, then Rachel, Max, Tom and I continued with our steady state.

By mile 12, we had dropped Max and so three of us continued to coast down Alpine Road before reaching Stanford. Once we hit Stanford, Rachel and I were running stride for stride, and I was trying to make the last few miles feel as relaxed as possible. Even though I knew the pace must be hot, I wanted it to feel easy. My legs could feel the fatigue in them, but it didn’t feel hard, except for when I ran up a small hill.

By some small miracle, Rachel and I chose a route that would make so we ended 22 miles right in front of my car. Talk about perfection! It was a great long run and I was really happy with how the pace progressed!

immediately after the run, I chugged four bottles of various beverages including Maurten, Nuun, Tea, and Reishi Protein. I’m still thirsty as I type this now…

The whole crew at Stanford, where we finished! With a guest appearance from Endy!

The whole crew at Stanford, where we finished! With a guest appearance from Endy!